Hey, welcome there, freshly-arrived stranger !
I saw your thread, just right here :
forum.deviantart.com/community…I checked out your gallery... You're pretty good at drawing, actually. Soooooooo, don't be mad at your work, just try to appreciate it with its imperfections. You know, you can't become Leonardo Da Vinci in one day, haha !
I will probably seem dumb and clumsy for what I will say, but I don't care... I am a bit like you, perfectionnist. I want everything to be as I saw it in my dreams but it never comes out perfectly identical. Over time, I realized that different
≠ fail. Of course, you cannot be satisfied by all your works (I am not neither ) but you can always wonder why. "Why does that piece pleases me ? Why doesn't this one give me the same feeling ? Which one do I like the most ? What, in what I observed, can I apply to my future works ?"
Critics or constructive comments are a great way to learn how to improve too... Some groups can help to provide you some of this sort of feedbacks.
But anyway, if you want to talk about all that thing, just send a note ! Otherwise, just enjoy your stay here on dA